Dearest #MCE,

This feeling of inadequacy is the worst. I mean, it’s not like it’s not already tough as it is. It’s tougher when you don’t know exactly what you’re not making up for.

Burnt bridges are easier to rebuild if those on each side of the pond desire to get to the other side. In the case where one party does not even acknowledge the burnt / burning bridge, however, it’s an exercise in futility to try to rebuild.

So, in my inadequacy I wonder!

  • Is it all just in my head?
  • Am I looking for loopholes where there are none?
  • Had I always come across as needy and dependent?
  • What aren’t I saying?
  • What am I saying too much of?
  • What aren’t I doing?
  • What am I doing too much of?
  • Am I going about it all wrong?

I should talk less an do more. Sounds like a plan. (Hold on a second!)

That’s the problem, what am I supposed to be doing more of?

For I desperately want to reach your side of the pond.

mz_Scenah📝